Santa Barbara

These past two weekends have been soooooo much fun meeting new people just living.

im gonna go every weekend haha

today is chris's burrrrday hes 20 now hes a big boy haha jay kayyyyyyy hahaha

i should probably go to sleep tiredddd after the looong weekend

love the beach wanna move there sometime

freebirds is bomb ever go to santa barbara go to isla vista and go there haha

well life is greattt love my family and friends

and eff beezzyys haha

allllll me

im only one person and i have learned my lesson if you dont like me for who i am im not gonna change for you im all real and if you dont like it blow me.


Today amanda came over and we went swimming and worked out im gonna work out alot more now so i can look good hahaha

Starting Over.

Soo im moving back in with my dad tomorrow i guess i hope all goes well with that one.
We have our differences but regardless i love him.
I do have a boyfriend and im really happy with how this is going and praying i dont get hurt.
Gonna start school again at PSHS and i hope that goes ok bitches better not test me haha.
Hopefully gonna get a job.
Can't wait to get my license me and my babe are gonna go to six flags cause ive never been on a rollercoaster :)
I have been listening to beyonces new song halo its sooooo good haha
watched the grammys today really good :)
me and danny got in an argument about some girl but its whatever im still happy with him.
AND
its sooooo windy and the house is making crazy noises and freakin me and madison out!!!!
ANYWAYY
im happy with what direction my life is going.
BUT
i will never forget where ive been.

i never knew you but i will always love you.

Picking up the pieces.

My life is in shambles, and i don't know what corner to turn.

last week a part of me died and i wish i didn't blame myself, but i do.

Its really hard to go through my day knowing that ill never know what they would have looked like.

i hope everything gets better in time.